Friday, 3 September 2010

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My Dear Brother

By: Desy Kristianti

My older brother hated me. He never cared about me. He always abused me. He once pushed me when we were walking downstairs, and as a result, I must spend the rest of my whole life in a wheelchair. I got paralysed. Not only that, he once tried to lock me in my room when the house was on fire, knowing that I could not walk nor run. Since then I got a phobia of fire. He has also tried to kill me by throwing a knife towards my head. I was grateful that God had once saved my life.

It had been 7 years after I got married. My ex-wife wanted me to move to her country, so it was quite hard for me to reach my family, including my brother. Now, since my wife had passed away, I had nothing else to do in her country. So I would like to go back and live with my family again.

I just wanted to surprise my family a little bit, so I decided not to tell them that I was going back. I finally saw my house. There were some slight changes, but our memories were still there inside. I rang the bell several times, but nobody came to open the door. I tried to call the home phone number, but nobody answered. “What the hell is happening?” I wondered. I looked around and saw an old man who was probably a neighbour. I waved my hand and he waved back.

“Are you Daniel?” the old man asked me.

“Yes, I am. I am Daniel Peterson, the youngest son of the family who lived in this house. Do you know whether they still live in here?”

“Oh, yes, they do. How come you do not know where your own family lives?” he asked me suspiciously. I regretted not telling my family that I was going back.

“Oh I wanted to surprise them that I am going back, so yeah...”

“Surprise them? Do you not know that your brother just became blinded??”

“What??? Are you kidding me???”

“Oh young man... I am already very old, why should I joke about a serious problem?”

“OK! OK! Then do you know in which hospital he is now??? Could you please bring me there?”

“Sure, Mr Peterson. Let me drive your wheelchair.”

10 minutes walking down the street, I could see the hospital already. I gave the old man some dollars for bringing me here, because he kept talking about his hunger on the way here. I entered the hospital and looked for my brother’s room. Once I got there, I saw the doctor was talking to my brother and my parents. I overheard the conversation. My brother needed an eye donor as soon as possible for his business’ reason, and the doctor did not have one at the moment. I did not dare to continue overhearing, so I decided to wait outside, and talk to the doctor myself later on.

The next day, my brother underwent surgery on his eyes. When he could see properly again, the doctor passed him a letter. Here is what the letter said:
“Dear David,
When you read this letter, I would probably have been in heaven. I am the one who donated my eyes to you. I hope you would be happy to have my eyes. You do not need to pay me, or give me anything in return. What I want you to do is just to love our parents, and never abuse other people, like what you did to me when we were young. I wish you all the best. May God bless you in every second of your life.
With a sincere love,
Daniel Peterson.”
He eventually cried. He visited my grave with my parents. He regretted being very mean to me, and he went to make my parents live happily ever after.

Sunday, 11 July 2010

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Gue Mimpi Gue Mati Dibunuh Temen SD

Beberapa hari belakangan ini gue memimpikan hal yang aneh, namun ketika gue bangun, gue gak inget sama sekali apa yang gue mimpiin, cuma keingetnya itu aneh aja pokoknya.

Semalem gue memimpikan sesuatu yang sangat aneh juga, namun gue hanya inget ceritanya samar2. Jadi begini ceritanya. Gue lagi jalan ke mall sama 2 orang temen gue yang gue gak inget siapa tapi kayaknya mereka berdua itu temen SD gue. Ini mall gue gak ngenalin, jadi pastinya ini mall gak beneran ada di daerah sini alias cuma di mimpi gue aja. Kita jalan ke suatu pojok. Gue gak begitu inget gimana setting nya tapi yang jelas temen gue yang satu lagi liat2 baju, satunya lagi duduk di pojokan, baca buku. Gue gak ada kerjaan jadi ya gue liat2 tempat itu aja. Perasaan kok sepi banget, ada sih orang di depannya lagi makan (ada meja dan kursi) tapi kok dikit banget. Gue gak begitu inget gimana gue menelusuri tempat itu, tapi terakhir2nya gue merinding dan mendengar suara2 kayak background music di film2 horror. Jadi berasa di film horror -_- haha. Oh ya dan temen gue yang baca buku itu bacanya sambil ngomong, alias gak baca dalam hati, tapi yang dia omongin itu aneh dan menyeramkan, sayangnya gue gak inget persis itu apa.

Lalu gue kasih tau temen2 gue itu kalo gue merinding dan tempatnya serem banget, trus ngajak mereka pindah aja ke tempat lain. Nah setelah bagian ini gue gak begitu inget gimana tapi tau2 muncul sosok temen deket gue pas SD, namanya Muti. Lupa dari mana dan bagaimana, yang gue inget pokoknya ada dia, dan gue merinding itu ternyata karena kedatangan dia! Trus dia ngomong sesuatu, lagi2 gue gak inget apa tapi intinya kayak gue dan temen2 gue itu mengkhianati dia dan dia pengen bales dendam dengan membunuh kita semua. Faktanya sih gue akrab2 aja tuh sama Muti, dan gak ada khianatin dia gimanapun. Trus tau2 gue sama temen2 gue itu lari, dan si Muti ngejar2 kita. Pertama2nya gue larinya di depan, trus setelah agak lama, karena belok2 arahnya tau2 gue jadi paling ketinggalan sendiri. Tibalah kita di pinggiran mall.

Bagian ini tempatnya susah gue jelasin, pokoknya di belakang temboknya banyak ruangan2 (pengen bilang pintu tapi gak ada pintunya gimana dong -_-). Gimana ya ngomongnya, intinya di belakang tembok itu kayak ada jarak sekitar 5 meter ke tembok lagi dan di antara tembok itu kayak ada celah untuk jalan, tapi kalo dari depan (arah datangnya gue) itu keliatan pintu2, jalannya kecil trus kalo orang2 masuk dari tiap pintu, trus mereka maju 1-4 meter mereka gak akan bisa liat satu sama lain karena terhalang tembok, tapi kalo mereka maju lagi ampe 5 meter trus hadap kiri/kanan akan terbentuk satu barisan gitu. Ngerti tempatnya gak? Maaf ya gue orangnya emang susah berkata2 dan selalu bingung kalo disuruh ceritain/jelasin sesuatu yang sebenernya gue tau.

Nah di tempat ini gue mulai inget kalo gue pernah memimpikan tempat ini sebelomnya (tapi tempat di bagian ini doang yang pernah) dan di satu pintu, kalo kita masuk, depan kita persis itu ada tangga darurat. Nah di mimpi ini gue berjalan di daerah sini dan gue inget tentang tangga darurat itu, dan gue memutuskan untuk kabur dari situ karena Muti ada gak jauh di belakang gue. Tapi pas gue masuk salah satu pintu, gue salah masuk dan ternyata pintu yang bener adalah pintu yang di sebelah kanannya. Lantas gue langsung lari ke arah tangga darurat, tapi gak langsung kabur melainkan gue ngintip dari pintu di depannya apakah Muti ada di situ apa nggak. Sialnya gue, ternyata dia ada di situ dan gue gak sempet kabur lagi. Gue kan gitu, kalo lagi dikejar orang, trus orang itu udah deket sama gue, gue pasti berhenti aja dan menyerah, biar gue ketangkep. Oh lalu si Muti kayaknya ngomong sesuatu sama gue dengan nada marah, tapi gue gak inget apa kata2nya. Trus ceritanya si Muti kayak punya ilmu gitu. Dia kayaknya melemparkan sesuatu ke jidat gue atau dia mukul jidat gue, dan gue mati seketika. Gue jatuh kalo gak salah tengkurap. Rasanya jidat gue sakit tapi sakitnya biasa aja. Padahal serangannya Muti itu kuat banget, ya karena itu tadi, dia punya ilmu. Dan ketika itu gue membuat sebuah harapan terakhir dalam hidup gue. Gue bilang dalam hati, semoga keluarga gue hidup bahagia, adek gue bisa jadi orang yang sukses dan bisa bahagiain ortu. Gitu deh intinya, pokoknya tentang kebahagiaan keluarga. Saat itu gu penasaran gimana rasanya mati. Kata orang2 tua sih mati itu rasanya kayak tidur, tapi gak bangun2. Nah pas itu gue belom ngerasa kayak tidur, tapi otak gue taunya kalo gue ini udah mati. Lalu tiba2 di mimpi itu ceritanya gue terbangun dan keluar dari kamar gue, lalu ada adek gue sm nyokap lg duduk2, nonton TV sambil ngemil. Trus gue peluk mereka sambil nangis.
Setelah itu gue terbangun beneran dari mimpi itu. Hal yang pertama gue lakukan adalah liat jam, trus setelah inget mimpi ini gue refleks nangis. Gue kaget mimpi gue mati. Abis itu SMS Sandra, pengen nelpon sebenernya tapi disuruh mandi sama nyokap, jadi gak jadi deh hahaha. Dan bagian yg paling menyentuh adalah harapan terakhir gue sebelum mati. Gak ada mikirin temen, jodoh, atau apapun. Satu2nya yang gue doakan adalah keluarga.

Mungkin ini pertanda bahwa gue bakalan panjang umur. Mungkin juga ini peringatan biar gue ga bilang mati mati mulu. Atau mungkin gue disadarkan bahwa beberapa sikap gue itu terlalu keterlaluan dan menyakiti orang lain sampe2 tuh orang tega bunuh gue. Bisa juga ini tandanya gue harus makin sayang sama keluarga, dan berjuang keras di sekolah demi masa depan yang cemerlang. Apapun pesan yang ingin disampaikan dari mimpi ini, gue harus tetep optimis dan berjuang dalam hidup :) dan semoga aja gue diberi umur yang panjang oleh Tuhan Yang Maha Kuasa :) Amin.

Tuesday, 29 June 2010

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42 Things that Guys wish Girls knew

1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-he… method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a *********-- Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys love when girls lay their heads on the guys neck when theyre sitting next to each other.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a girl acts spazzy and giggly, guys think its embarrassing...not cute.

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn’t mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probaly still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

39. Guys think running shoes and short shorts (ex: Soffe shorts) are hot.

40. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

41. Guys get jealous easily.

42. Guys love perfume.

Tuesday, 25 May 2010

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How to Love Someone

I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with some water and held it before me, and said this:


"You see this water carefully contained on my hand?" It symbolizes Love. "This was how I saw it. As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there. However, if you attempt to close your fingers round it and try to posses it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds."


This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love...they try to posses it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, love will retrieve from you.


For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature. If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.


  • Give and don't expect.
  • Advise, but don't order.
  • Ask, but never demand.


It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice. It is the secret to true love. To truly practice it, you must sincerely feel no expectations from those who you love, and yet an unconditional caring."


Passing thought: Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take; but by the moments that take our breath away.....


Life is beautiful, Live it !!!


"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you (without you having to plead and beg), its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be."




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Never be shy to say your love that you love



10th Grade


As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that.


And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her.


She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
  
11th Grade
 
The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks," and gave me a kiss on the cheek.  I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.


12th Grade


The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick," she said. He's not going to go. Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends," so we did.


Prom Night


After everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...


Graduation Day


A day passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You're my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why?


A Few Years Later

Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married, now. I watched her say, "I Do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, "You came!" She said, "Thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...


Funeral


Years passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the girl who used to be my best friend. At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me?"

I wish I did too? I thought to myself, and I cried




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